H-nouveau
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
Is hate a solution?
Hate is a strong feeling of resentment against someone or something associated with the desire to destroy object of hate.
Do wish to make someone dead or suffer can ever be justified? Hate usually is a source of harm caused by someone before, person who hates often is searching for excuse their revenge or aggression, explaining that the victim deserved this fate for their previous actions.
Such an obsessive and paranoid form of blind hatred was caused by Nazis in the last century. The blame for lost the war inflicted Jews, Communists, Freemasons and many other social groups incompatible with visions of the world created by Adolf Hitler. Responsibility "for treason" was to be collective. We can only imagine the tremendous escalation of frustration, which turned into one of the worst forms of hatred, which in later decades, clearly showed the darkest side of humanity. At the same time creators of the idea of final solution were aware of the cruelty of their actions, but all the time they were explaining the concept of "greater good" and "sacrifice" in its name. Hate and destruction started to touch also Nazis themselves, revolution started eating her own children, they became disgusting for themselves. An example might be Heydrich, who admittedly did not leave behind any personal notes, however, much evidence indicates just how much he hated himself, and he suffered because of remorse. In one of his speech to SS officers, he said: "I am not surprised that people do not want to have anything to do with us." Privately, he call himself "dustbin of the Third Reich." His wife, Lina Heydrich recalled that he tried to explain to himself this rather abstract idea of a “higher good”, and Heinrich Himmler, in his discourse after Heydrich's funeral recalled that Heydrich was suffering with his heavy burden. The most striking event, however, showing how tear apart was Heydrich personality was a rumor that shouted to his own reflection in the mirror, "You swine” and began to shoot. Hatred destroys not only hated, but haters.
Relating this to modern times and events that recently made me think about hate, I came to the conclusion that the hatred of certain groups, generalizing hatred did not disappear with fall of the Third Reich, or the collapse of the Soviet Union, it is present to this day, often in people's hearts, even to hearts of people who are not narrow-minded and xenophobic. I walked with my father avenues in the former concentration camp at Chelmno upon Ner, I heard that: "Everyone who was in the SS for this, what happened here and in other camps should be killed." Many people of my parents' generation, here in Poland thinks this way. An eye for eye, tooth for tooth. Perhaps the wounds of the Polish people during World War II were still in the days of their youth still too fresh and I understand their point of view on this matter, but for me to hate and death sentence do not solve problem. Once again we will find frustration, where hating a person believes that their hatred is right, because person they hate committed reprehensible crimes ... So the story comes with full circle. No man has the right to decide who should live and who die. There are other ways to punish criminals. Death penalty is just another crimes, like those committed 70 years ago, somewhere upon Ner river.
Monday, January 2, 2012
Healing Heydrich..?
A year ago I entered a strange period of investigation into an area which has always haunted me.
As a healer I have been lately very occupied with researching archaeology and the ancient sites, leylines and old legends and cross referencing with modern conspiracy theory, end time prophecy and other
related phenomena.
After a strange chain of events I slipped into what rapidly became a nightmare scenario. I seemed to have opened a Pandora’s box that could not be closed. Serious research I had carried out years ago suddenly found new meaning and things which had happened in my life appeared to have led me into
what seemed a nightmare semi-reality, an esoteric trap and a disturbing insight into some of the darkest events in human history.
I began to realise I was not the only one who was being affected by this strange phenomenon of being haunted/affected by things which relate or connect to the Holocaust. I found various subcultures existed. Those who shared unsavoury aspects of Nazi philosophy, those who got kind of a sexual kick out of dead Nazis, those who research academically and as professional and amateur historians. And those who believe they were victims or Nazis in past lives.
What gripped me the most was a concept in a book by a lady called Tarra Light. A concept which suggests that the mass death brought about by the Holocaust created a pain frequency and blockage which needs healing. I had already experienced my own epiphany, if you want to use that
term, relating to the concept of our planet being held back by the residual
pain left over from war. I had written about it and even found myself
relocating to a place which according to some spiritual schools of thought, is
a powerful area for manifesting. The idea that the Holocaust pain could
potentially be healed, without ever losing sight of the horror so we can ensure
it never happens again, was gripping. But how would anyone ever be able to do
that? There are a number of people I have encountered who all contribute their
own ideas and energy to this subject. And there is more emphasis on the healing of the victims, naturally.
But what of those who made it happen? If all that dark fury still exists somewhere, maybe even in Jung’s collective unconscious, then isn’t that potentially going to keep rearing its ugly head? Releasing its chaos? Causing and effecting? Making history repeat?
We already have laws being enacted in America which couldstrip innocent citizens of rights and enable people to be taken, held,
interrogated and locked away indefinitely under the auspices of homeland
security. We know the allegations that Reinhard Gehlen helped to build the CIA. We know David Icke
and Alex Jones love to shout about the idea we are heading for another version
of Nazi Germany in the alleged continuation of underground Nazi plans for a New
World Order. So, maybe this energy which some theorists in the more spiritual
arena allege is out there, may be contributing to a potential continuation of
what happened back in the dark years of WWII?
Well, me being me, I found myself putting more and more research time in. Joining dots and sorting wheat from chaff. The more I researched, the closer he got. Suddenly everywhere there seemed to be a Heydrich connection. I could not escape him. And I am not alone.
I want to make it clear from the very beginning that my initial gut reaction is to hate this man. He is my worst nightmare. But hate is a destructive force so I have decided to approach it in a different way.
To hate the sin and try and understand the sinner, and the forces at work within and around him.
Together with my charming friend on this blog we will attempt to document a journey. A journey to remember the atrocities this devastating man wrought on Europe and humanity. And on himself.
We make pilgrimages to execution sites and camps. We delve into historic archives. We write and
paint and photograph. We think. We theorise. We weave and try to piece together a more comprehensive look at this man. Because he really does appear to be the keeper of secrets that need to be revealed somehow.
I cannot say “Enjoy the ride”. It is not something to be enjoyed. It will tear you apart just as it has torn us apart. But maybe out of grief and allowing oneself to mourn, even those we never knew, those who never touched our lives, we can raise our consciousness? And if this alleged residual
pain is one of the things holding back our species in our consciousness
evolution, then surely by looking at and treating the septic wound, we have a
chance to help heal it? Because, as Heydrich himself knew only too well, to
leave a festering wound results in mortal blood poisoning. As the infection
seeps through the body. War is still one of the biggest threats known to man.
Inhumanity to fellow man is still alive and well, just like the seeping of an
infection through the ages, gripping generation after generation and leaving yet more pain in its wake.
It really is time to take a look at that festering wound
that is Heydrich and the effect he has had on our world.